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sunday mourning by lordjax sunday mourning by lordjax
"My Beautiful Everything" by Lord Jax:

Broken again,
victimized because you let it happen.
All the pain and hate runs beneath your skin, inky and black.

All you can do is dream.
Dream of escape.
Dream of razor blades.
Dream of being an imposter.

Maybe it's time to wake up.
Maybe it's time to put down your vice.
Time to stop being a self-hate junkie.

You can make it stop if only you could see the beauty in things.
Not beauty the way Rober Frost sees it,
but beauty through the dirty windows of your eyes.

We live in a world of coffee stained smiles,
drunk poets on every corner,
and it's beautiful.

Stop being you for them,
stop listening to the people who think you're nothing,
and all that will be left are the voices of those who think you are perfect.

You have to realize, maybe you're not afraid of death,
maybe you're afriad of life.
Afraid that you control your reality,
and it's beautiful.

See the world in a different shade of filth,
in another hue of depravity,
and it's beautiful.

See the gleaming waves of skyscrappers,
the vast ocean of tattooed flesh,
and it's beautiful.

Maybe giving up isn't the answer.
Just see the world through the dirty windows of your eyes,
and it's beautiful.


Made for Twisted Realmz: Issue V

I was debating wether or not to upload all my Issue V stuff at once (blow my perverbial load) but considering I don't have anything in my gallery right now, I need to put some stuff up. I've been sitting on this stuff for awhile and I want to get it out there so I can start making new things.

Stock by Lostgirl and inertia stock x.chng

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mnemophobia Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2005
I love's very thought-provoking.
Beautiful-Raven Featured By Owner May 23, 2004
Beautiful! :+favlove:
bloodfaerie Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2004
FreakingMuse Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2003  Professional General Artist
wow, very cool work! the coloring is beautiful
Coerced-Oblivion Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2003
I love the color and how expressive this piece is. Great picture and equally wonderful prose. I love her makeup and dress. The whole thing is beautiful.
brandi-dawn-777 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2003
she's beautiful
voodoo-nibbles Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2003
Ah so not just a master of the visual, but that of the audio too.....takes a great gift indeed to shape a picture with words alone, but you have done it, as well as creating the perfect visual to compliment.......really love the poem and the picture is truly beutiful...a definate fave
falcon-fangoria Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2003   Photographer
this is incredible!!!!! i love everything about it! :+fav:
missimpurrfect Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2003
alls i can say is its all around beautiful... i love the poem and the art... :D (Big Grin)
dragonkeeper Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2003
nicely done... i love the expression of the piece and the poem...either would work well alone but together... words cannot describe the power they hold together
cajsa Featured By Owner May 25, 2003  Hobbyist General Artist
Very beautiful picture!
strange-amigo Featured By Owner May 17, 2003
this is amazing...she is so perfect.....I'm just going to leave it at that, instead of going on and on....becuase I could....perfect...

arsenica Featured By Owner May 2, 2003  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Very nice... Aww
vemisery Featured By Owner May 1, 2003   Digital Artist
Those may be the coolest trees i've ever seen in my life, and the colors. yes. Awesome work.
jadeis5ft Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2003
Wow, this is very beautiful.
sterbenlicht Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2003
i'm captivated by those eyes...they just draw all of the attention to them...i love it. +fav
homesickalien Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2003
Although I love the picture very much... and find such beauty in it... it is not the picture that holds my attention... the poem caught me in a trance... beautiful and honest... no hiding... my mind is still with it... and I wish to read it over and over again...
this is truly amazing... you have a gift... thank you so much...
-pariah Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2003
i don't understand why a few dislike the blur, i think it's very fitting.
the words are astonishing. i like the way they make a normally depressing image... well... beautiful, heh.
this was put forth really well Nod
coreorange Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2003
nathantwist Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2003  Professional Digital Artist
I like the way things seem slightly out of focus. nice
jedi-harlot Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2003
It's so dark... I LOVE IT!
deadlygrace Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2003
*wow* great.... (no more to say)
judith Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2003   Digital Artist
wow :o (Eek) thats really a great piece of work.. i like the noise-effect and the color.. the brances are very cool and the girl.. a little bit surreal and spooky, great :) (Smile)
nemmy Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2003
perfectly beautiful work
iso Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2003   Filmographer
poem and image go really well together luv it!
sciphex Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003

turned out great bro, amazing softness
freeyourmind Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
sweet :butterflytwo: (Butterfly)
missmisery Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
wow this is reeally beautiful, it is almost sad, that blue is beautiful, and that girl is so tiny. Great work
chaoticparadox Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003   Photographer
I told ya over on TR that this was one of my absolute favs from the release.. my words cannot describe the beauty of this! I have had it as my background ever since I saw it... if you ever have a print available please let me know!!
defmunky Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
one word: beautiful. the composition, the emptiness at the top. the hue, the slight blur. they all work together to create a sad, but beautiful atmosphere. the bg is amazing, how it seems to disappear into the mist. +fav
nebu Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003  Professional Digital Artist
I love the poem to this, deep and expressive. Wonderful combo of art and poetry hun. Well done!
evilsdragon Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
i love this...dark and gloomy
noctemvixen Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
It's nice hun. Looks good in blue and even blurry.


GregoryStephenson Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
Love the poem and the picture. I like the way the branches on the tree emphasis the figure. The contrasts you have achieved with the blues...remarkable.
-warchild Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
wow such a great picture! I love it! I wish that it wasn't so blurry! But it's great! I love it...
davion Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
Awsome work, I love the eerie feeling in this, especially the background. The trees look like they're apart of a dream but then again so does she.
dillpill Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
oh that's great!
the sadness
the darkness
the brightnessss

love how it just glows.
shallowinnocence Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2003
like da poem with it! and of course the pic is also coolies....
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